You are passive
but not peaceful.
At this dam
of your emotion,
Any soul
would be as fearful.
Rest your frantic hands.
Your beaten heart
will blossom true.
Be wary, but not worn.
Just have faith in you.
You are passive
but not peaceful.
At this dam
of your emotion,
Any soul
would be as fearful.
Rest your frantic hands.
Your beaten heart
will blossom true.
Be wary, but not worn.
Just have faith in you.
Sometimes my face
Within the glass
With a smile slowly fades.
I used to think
I longed for youth
those slow and playful days.
A new notion
grasps this moment
was here now yesterday.

The minutes pass
the hours fly by
It seems faster than it used to
Distorts this face
and memories
I can’t recall desire or truth
But yesterday
Did I feel this way?
I think I’ll run and play today
It all seems clear
this life, this face
With peace I can embrace
I recently got a FaceBook page where you can see my photos, keep in touch and reconnect! I’m so excited to finally be online and I already have found so many friends and family. What a fun and easy way to get involved!
No one told me
this was easy.
No one told me
life was fair.
So why am I surprised
to wake and find
No one’s always there.
The feelings that my heart yearns to feel,
are inexplicable at best.
The words to describe the thoughts and wants
I’m sure they don’t exist.
Perhaps happiness is meant to be
a goal most unreachable.
Perhaps the trials we go through
are not unreasonable.
We’ll never know why life is life,
Why each of us is different.
We still won’t know why we die
When all energy and life is spent.
So I live my life day by day.
Each hour is something new.
And with each minute that passes by,
my heart still yearns for you.
TIC The sound of the TIC
The clock TIC
Just won’t go away.
TIC The sound of the TIC
The clock TIC
Grows louder every day.
TIC It’s a comfort to TIC
To know TIC
There will come a time.
TIC Yesterday has TIC
Has passed TIC
Tomorrow I’ll be fine.
The breeze rubs gently on my cheek,
The trees sing a song of praise.
As if to say, “Come bask with me,
Lay safe in our embrace.
Know here there are no worldly ways,
No one to say, ‘Don’t talk too much,
or play too much, or think that way.’
Or, ‘Don’t dare be who you want to be.’
Here you can’t deny yourself.
We don’t ask for much, save company.
Here you need not be afraid
To know what’s free, come bask with me.”
I walk along this dim lit path,
Between the earth and sky.
My feet stay firmly on the ground,
As all my dreams fly by.
Here I Lie
in a field of silence.
Surrounded by your words,
your smile, your laugh.
Here I Lie
broken and confused
by your mood
your dreams, your priorities.
Faithfulness
is a security
of our beliefs
and strength.
Trust
is my faith
in you, in me,
in us.
Crush
is what you do to me.
Here I Lie
awake in my bed
in darkness and wanting.